I have the opportunity

To be

His number 1

But I’d be a secret

He would never share

And so in my consideration

Is it worth it

Do I care?

I guess I’d have to say

All labels would have to go

And not striving to be number 1

I would want zero

I’m  sure that may sound crazy

And may not make sense

But relinquishing the control

Is actually what I meant

I exercise control

Of myself

To maintain


Opening a door

Allowing him to make the switch

To satisfy something

That both of us do need

The highest good of all involved

Though not how some perceive

And in this

There is happiness

And everyone is pleased

I know the outcome

Will be blessed, I truly do believe.